Tuesday, December 12, 2006
♠ 12:40 PM
I feel so wiierd . he's no longer the same to me anymore . i dont even know what he's thinking . tried maii best to gain back his trust in me . and yet he still cant trust me . instead . he thinks that ii would like back chuaboonchiat when sku reopen as he's in the same class as me . WTHH . no matter what ii do nw , he jus fcuk care . dont even know shld wait for him nt .
I could jus forget you easily if ii want to , but ii dont wan to . everytime ii knew ii am forgetting you . ii'll try to tink back of ue . and contact ue jus because ii dont want us to be jus memories . why cant ue jus try to understand a lil ?
no matter what , ii wont relinquish so easily thou ii know its fatuous of me .
Tuesday, December 05, 2006
♠ 11:52 PM
its over . feel so regret now . why did ii do all those lj things which ii promised him nt to do .? nw , he's gone . and ii feelll soooooo regret la. =( . wish to tel him hw ii feel . but so afraid that he will reply me some hurtful words. ii can forget him if ii wan to . but is jus that ii dont wan to . . he's the perfect one for me . no one can ever tolerate all maii nonsence for soo long other than him .
if he could come back to me . ii will stop doin tings he dont like . and eben delete all maii guy contact bcox of him . bt its all too late.='(
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
♠ 2:27 PM
ii feel so wiierd nw . dont feel like continue wit him . . suddenly . feel soo far from him and we nt suitable . lolls .siians . beii sae we shldnt put too much in a relationship . its true . but hw can we control hw much we wan to put in .?
maii life's fuck bored.
Sunday, November 12, 2006
♠ 12:00 AM
sighs . ii thought ii totally forgotten boon chiat . but ii realise ii still cant . suddenly miss him so much . thou ii alr hav alan . but ii still cant imagine if bc hav another gurl . ii'll still feel so heartbroken laa . =( . msg him nw yet he dint reply . wondering hw he's doin these days .
Friday, November 10, 2006
♠ 10:02 AM
thought holi would be a fun one . but life's still as boring . . no longer tinking of bc luh . but another problem crop up wit HIM . lolls . the same problem keep arising no matter whom ii with . sians . .
Monday, October 30, 2006
♠ 12:59 AM
went out with cheryl to tm ytd cox she need to buy someting for liang yi . dhen . went back bedok . she seems like dying . =.= . sooooooo damn siians . . and when we reached bedok . she sae she wan go home . wthhhh . . ii was like soo pissed off . soo . ii ask her go hme lorh . dhen ii called ah qiang and he came . went to seng kang cos he wan to go back home and take money . after taking his money . went to mac and take our dinner and slackkk . kinda bored laa. but beeter than goin home . and he tell me untrue tings . and make me misunderstand abt alan . and scolded alan for nth . feel soo guilty laa . ii know ii am too sensitive . . lolls . went back home afterwards . todae whole day dint go out . siiannns . jus starting of holiday . and its so bored . but later ad night . goin to meet wei en ad east point to cut haiir . =) .
miss darlink like hell laa . she's the best among them . =D
Thursday, October 26, 2006
♠ 9:59 PM
went to tm ytd to meet meiling and amelia . take neo and slack ad cs . later goin to celebrate cheryl's bdae . siians . with liang yi they all . =,= . BORING . keep tio pang seh with them . LOLLS . holidae finallie came ! mwahahhas . happyhappy . no more schooling . NO NEED SEE BC ALSO . hahahas . dontknow why soo happie . last time cannot see him feel so sad . maybe ii use to it him abondoning me .? hahas. or . maybe ii really wan to giv up on him . hahas. thats a good ting . =))) . no point clinging on a hopeless relationship . ..
goin to prepare go out le . reach home dhen blogg again .